hmm..

i don't really know whats been up with me lately.
ive been acting really different, so ive been told anyway.
ive been getting really upset easily, and really angry.
ive also been feeling really insecure about things.. which has made other people kind of unhappy because i cant explain to them why.
life is weird sometimes..
and now is one of those times.
a lot of things dont make sense, and ive been really confused lately.
theres always someone im arguing with, which i really hate.. but i guess thats my fault.
like always..
i just feel strange.
i think ive hurt a lot of people.. whether its with the way ive been acting or if ive said something i hadnt meant..
well im sorry to everyone.

my guitar hates me.

it does.
the string almost totally came off.
so yeah, not realy a happy catty >.< coz now i have to get a new string.
omg freaking out x.x going for a job tomorrow, i really want a job so i can have money but i dont want to go in there and hand in my resume coz im like mega scaredy cat Dx
but if i do get a job i wants to save up for a new iPod nano coz they look pretty awesome.
going formal shopping soon i think, yay haha.
i actually have someone to go with this year :] so im happy about that.
have my music solo coming up in like week 8 i think it is and im playing hey there delilah on guitar im not actually that bad at it :O im shocked.
but yeah.. my life is pretty uneventful therefore i have nothing to write about therefore im going to finish this blog now :]
peace xx


because tonight will be the night i fall for you,
all over again..

well.. this is an interesting lesson

well im meant to be doing english, but im in the computer room listening to amber pacific and watching videos of escape the fate :)
also, im sorry for my last blog
i was just upset about everything,
and i had to let everything out somehow
so yeah.. sorry
omg im so bored
looking up Texas Chainsaw Massacre, the acutal thing not the movie and its really starting to suck coz its only coming up with the movie >.<
and all the sites that are coming up are blocked, to do with violence, or gruesome content, or horror and stuff like that and its starting to annoy the shit outa me x.x lmao stupid thing
listening to escape the fate :) yay for them :P
yawnage
im so boreded
haha i got emily a blog, im so awesome xD
omg what the hell is with this??
it saves like every second lmao
well.. anyways i have nothing else to say haha
so yeah :)
peace xx

yes i will see you,
on the front lines of war

thoughts of a cat

thoughts of cat, im sorry but i had to let this all out :/
i dont really know where this blog is going, i just want to let a whole heap of random stuff out. so dont get offended/annoyed by this mitch if you read it.
well, to start with, im totally tired at the moment. like really tired, i am so over school already. ive only been back for like a week, and i never want to go there again.
im thinking about going for a job at foodworks this week sometime, im really nervous about it though in case i dont acutally get it.
coz then ill be sad.
but mitch says that he'll go with me and stuff, which put my confidence up the tiniest little bit, im stil completely freaked out about it though Dx.
lately i have just being yelled at for every little thing possible. i get upset almost everyday, the only time i dont is if im at mitches.
i think im starting to sound like a clinging girlfriend though :/ i like always have to be there.
but it helps me get away.
i get yelled at for not getting a job to earn money, not doing what im told less than a second after being told to do it, not doing the housework mums way, just everything.
and then if i get a job the parents will stop yelling at me about that, but they will find something else, they always do and im always sad :(
and then i always end up in tears.
oh how i hate it X_x
i wish things were different.
i wish they would just leave me alone.
im so sick of everything :/ i wish i had a place to be where i could be alone, where i could cry or let out my anger without people yelling at me even more.
most of the time i feel like mitch is the only person i can talk to about everything.
about how i feel.
i am so lucky to have him, i finally have someone i can talk to or cry to or just anything.
i just wish i could get away from everything, my life and most of the people in it, and just disappear.
i need to find that place, where i can be alone and where there's no one around.
i think im being too clingy to mitch these days Dx
i miss being a little kid, when i was 5 i didnt have to worry about any of these things.
parents, or jobs, or anything.
i wish i could go back

hi. my name is USB LOSER

omfg i cant believe i really lost sarahs usb x.x
i feel so bad
and now i have to get her a new one
and i have no money
shitttttttttttttt

so we're back to school again

thats right, 2 weeks have gone and school is back. i havent blogged for a while so here's what happened in the holidays:
-me and my family went to West Beach camping for the first week, Mitch stayed with us Thursday/Friday/Saturday night
-Hung out with Mitch a lot
-Stace slept over Tuesday night
-6 Months last Thursday :]
-Went to Adelaide with Mitch, Saz, Spaz, Ash, Miranda and Justin on Saturday
-Went to Steph's bonfire that night

Yeah thats about it haha. As i said, me and mitch had our 6 months on Thursday. We went and got hot chips for lunch (which the ducks ended up eating haha) and then we just went for a walk around Kapunda. I Love him <33

We also went to West Beach. It was fun, and then mitch came to stay with us too. West beach is awesome xD theres heaps to do there. But yeah, it was fun.

Adelaide was awesome on Saturday, except the getting up early part X_x stoopid 6:30. We all met at Gawler train station and then caught the train to Adelaide train station. We then caught the tram down to glenelg. spaz was excited coz it was her first time on a tram :P. we got lunch down there and then me and then we went back to rundle mall. we all split up from there, i had to get some new headphones so me and mitch went to JB-Hifi while the others went to the photobooth to get some pictures. Me mitch and miranda then caught the train home. I was really not in the mood for a bonfire after that, but it was fun anyway.

So yes, the holidays were fair interesting for me.
anyways im out. peace xx


Like the brightest star you shine from..